Ok so this is awkward. I'm not used to opening up about myself like this, but I guess theres a first time for everything. Welcome to the crypt! This blog is basically a virtual dump of everything going on in my mind. Lord knows theres too much going on in there. So what inspired me to start this blog? Well, I'll be blunt. I haven't been well. Back in July I had a bit of a meltdown and had to be hospitalized for a few days. I'm still not sure what triggered that manic episode,